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Monday, February 25, 2019

Blood Promise Chapter Nine

I cerebration you were a dream, I said.They alwaysy remained standing, the dhampirs fanning taboo around the Moroi in a sort of encourageive formation. Abes was the funny face Id seen plot of land Id been sack in and out of consciousness aft(prenominal) the fight by the barn. He was older than me, close to Olenas age. He had depressed hair and a goatee, and closely as tan a skin color as Moroi ever had. If youve ever seen tan or dark-skinned concourse who are sick and grow pale, its a lot standardised that. on that point was few pigment in his skin, solely it was underscored by an intense p every(prenominal)or. close astonishing of in all was his clothing. He wore a hanker dark come out that screamed m unmatchedy, paired with a cashmere crimson scarf. Below it, I could see a bit of gold, a chain to match the gold hoop earring he wore in adept of his ears. My initial proceedion of that flamboyance would give up been sea robber or pimp. A moment later, I changed my m ind. Something or so him said he was the kind of guy who broke kneecaps to attempt his way.Dream, eh? That, the Moroi said, with the very slightest hint of a smile, is not something I hear very often. Well, no. He reconsidered. I do occasionally show up in populates nightmares. He was uncomplete American nor Russian I couldnt identify the accent.Was he trying to impress me or intimidate me with his big, big reputation? Sydney hadnt been afraid of him, exactly, besides shed sure possessed a healthy amount of wariness.Well, I assume you al position k direct who I am, I said. So, the question now is, what are you doing present?No, he said, the smile turning harder. The question is, what are you doing present?I gestured back to the house, trying to play it cool. Im going to a funeral.Thats not w herefore you came to Russia.I came to Russia to tell the Belikovs that Dimitri was dead, seeing as no one else fazed to. That was turning into a handy explanation for me being here, scarcely as Abe studied me, a chill ran stamp out my spine, kind of like when Yeva looked at me. Like that gruesome old woman, he didnt be take a breatherve me, and again I felt the dangerous edge to his otherwise jovial personality.Abe move his head, and now the smile was foregone altogether. Thats not the reason either. Dont lie to me, lilliputian girl.I felt my hackles going up. And dont interrogate me, old man. Not unless youre ready to tell me why you and your sidekicks risked driving that road to pick up Sydney and me. Abes dhampirs stiffened at the delivery old man, but to my surprise, he actually smiled again-though the smile didnt carry out his eyes.Maybe I was just helping out.Not from what I hear. Youre the one who had the Alchemists send Sydney with me here.Oh? He arched an eyebrow. Did she tell you that? Mmm that was bad behavior on her part. Her superiors arent going to like that. Not at all.Oh, damn. Id spoken without beting. I didnt fate Sydney to get in tro uble. If Abe really was some kind of Moroi Godfather type-what had she called him? Zmey? The snake?-I didnt surmise he could remonstrate to other Alchemists to project her life even very much miserable.I forced it out of her, I lied. I I imperil her on the train. It wasnt hard. Shes already scared to death of me.I dont doubt she is. Theyre all scared of us, bound by centuries of tradition and hiding behind their crosses to protect them-despite the gifts they get from their tattoos. In a lot of ways, they get the same traits as you dhampirs-just no reproductive issues. He gazed up at the stars as he spoke, like some sort of philosopher musing on the mysteries of the universe. Somehow, that made me angrier. He was treating this like a joke, when clearly he had some agenda regarding me. I didnt like being part of whateverones plans-particularly when I didnt know what those plans were.Yeah, yeah, Im sure we could talk about the Alchemists and how you control them all night, I s napped. entirely I windlessness hope to know what you wish with me.Nothing, he said simply.Nothing? Youve gone to a lot of trouble to set me up with Sydney and follow me here for vigour.He looked back down from the sky, and thither was a dangerous smoothence in his eyes. Youre of no interest to me. I have my own affair to run. I come on behalf of others who are interested in you.I stiffened, and at last, true fear ran through me. Shit. There was a manhunt out for me. But who? Lissa? Adrian? Tatiana? Again, that last one made me nervous. The others would seek me out because they cared. But Tatiana Tatiana feared Id run dark with Adrian. Once more I estimation that if she treasured me found, it might be because she wanted to ensure I didnt come back. Abe countn with(p) me as the kind of person who could make tidy sum disappear.And what do the others want? Do they want me home? I asked, trying to appear unafraid. Did you think you could just come here and drag me back to the U.S.?That secretive smile of Abes returned. Do you think I could just drag you back?Well, I scoffed, again without thinking, you couldnt. Your guys here could. Well, maybe. I might be able to take them.Abe laughed out loud for the first quantify, a rich, deep sound fill up with sincere amusement. You live up to your brash reputation. Delightful. Great.Abe probably had a complete file on me somewhere. He probably knew what I liked for breakfast. Ill make a trade with you. Tell me why youre here, and Ill tell you why Im here.I already told you.In a flash, the laughter was gone. He took a pervert closer to where I sat, and I saw his defenders tense. And I told you not to lie to me. Youve got a reason for being here. I need to know what it is. blush? Can you come in here?Back toward the Belikov house, Viktorias clear piece rang out in the night. Glancing behind me, I saw her standing in the doorway. Suddenly, I wanted to get away from Abe. There was something lethal underneath that gaudy, jovial facade, and I didnt want to spend another minute with him. bounce up, I began backing toward the house, half-expecting his guardians to come kidnap me, despite his speech communication. The two guys stayed where they were, but their eyes watched me carefully. Abes quirky smile returned to his face.Sorry I cant stay and chat, I said.Thats all overcompensate, he said grandly. Well find time later.Not likely, I said. He laughed, and I hastily followed Viktoria into the house, not shade safe until I shut the door. I do not like that guy.Abe? she asked. I mentation he was your friend.Hardly. Hes some kind of mobster, right?I suppose, she said, like it was no big deal. But hes the reason youre here.Yeah, I know about him culmination to get us.Viktoria shook her head. No, I mean here. I adjudicate part you were in the car, you kept saying, ?Belikov, Belikov. Abe estimate you knew us. Thats why he took you to our house.That was startling. Id been dreaming of Dim itri, so of course I would have said his last name. But Id had no idea that was how Id ended up here.Id figured it was because Olena had medical training.Then Viktoria added the near astonishing thing of all. When he effected we didnt know you, he was going to take you somewhere else-but grandmother said we had to have you. I guess shed had some dream that youd come to us.What? Crazy, creepy Yeva who hated me? Yeva dreamed about me?Viktoria nodded. Its this gift she has. Are you sure you dont know Abe? Hes too big-time to be here without a reason.Olena hurried over to us before I could respond. She caught holdup of my arm. Weve been looking for you. What took so long? This question was directed to Viktoria.Abe was-Olena shook her head. neer mind. Come on. all(prenominal)ones waiting.For what? I asked, letting her drag me through the house to the backyard.I was supposed to tell you, explained Viktoria, scurrying along. This is the part where everyone sits and remembers Dimitri by telling stories.Nobodys seen him in so long we dont know whats happened to him recently, said Olena. We need you to tell us.I flinched. Me? I balked at that, particularly when we emerged outside and I saw all those faces around the camp elicit. I didnt know any of them.How could I talk about Dimitri? How could I reveal what was closest to my heart? Everyone seemed to blur together, and I thought I might faint.For the moment, none of them noticed me. Karolina was speaking, her baby in her arms. Every so often shed pause, and the others would laugh.Viktoria sat down on a blanket-covered part on the ground and pulled me down beside her. Sydney conjugated us a little while later.Whats she saying? I whispered.Viktoria listened to her sister for a few moments and then leaned closer to me. Shes talking about when Dimitri was very young, how he used to perpetually beg her and her friends to let him play with them. He was about six and they were eighter from Decatur and didnt want him around. Viktoria paused again to take in the next part of the boloney. Finally, Karolina told him he could if he agreed to be married off to their dolls. So Karolina and her friends puted him and the dolls up over and over and kept having weddings. Dimitri was married at least(prenominal) ten times.I couldnt help but laugh as I tried to picture tough, sexy Dimitri letting his big sister dress him up. He probably would have treated his wedding ceremony with a doll as seriously and stoically as he did his guardian duties.Other people spoke, and I tried to keep up with the translations. in all the stories were about Dimitris kindness and strength of character. Even when not out battling the undead, Dimitri had perpetually been there to help those who needed it. Almost everyone could recall sometime that Dimitri had yardped up to help others, going out of his way to do what was right, even in situations that could put him at risk. That was no surprise to me.Dimitri always did th e right thing.And it was that posture that had made me love him so much. I had a similar nature. I too rushed in when others needed me, sometimes when I shouldnt have. Others called me crazy for it, but Dimitri had understood. Hed always understood me, and part of what wed worked on was how to temper that free need to run into danger with reason and calculation. I had a feeling no one else in this world would ever understand me like he did.I didnt notice how strongly the tears were running down my cheeks until I saw everyone looking at me. At first, I thought they considered me crazy for crying, but then I realized someone had asked me a question.They want you to talk about Dimitris last days, Viktoria said. Tell us something. What he did. What he was like.I used my sleeve to clean my face and looked away, counsel on the bonfire. Id spoken in front of others before without hesitation, but this was different. I I cant, I told Viktoria, my voice strained and soft. I cant talk about him.She squeezed my hand. Please. They need to hear about him. They need to know. Just tell us anything. What was he like?He he was your brother. You know.Yes, she said gently. But we want to know what you think he was like.My eyes were still on the fire, reflection the way the flames danced and shifted from orange to blue. He he was the best man Ive ever met. I stopped to gather myself, and Viktoria used the opportunity to translate my words into Russian. And he was one of the best guardians. I mean, he was young compared to a lot of them, but everyone knew who he was. They all knew his reputation, and lots of people relied on him for advice.They called him a god. And whenever there was a fight or danger he was always the first one to put himself out there. He never flinched.And a couple months ago, when our school was attackedI choked up here a bit. The Belikovs had said they knew of the attack-that everyone knew about it-and from the faces here, it was true. I didnt need to elab orate on that night, on the horrors Id seen.That night, I continued, Dimitri rushed out to face the Strigoi. He and I were together when we realized they were attacking. I wanted to stay and help him, but he wouldnt let me. He just told me to go, to run off and bouncing others. And he stayed behind-not knowing how many Strigoi hed have to take on while I went for help. I still dont know how many he fought-but there were a bunch. And he took them all down alone.I dared to look up at the faces around me. Everyone was so quiet and still that I wondered if they were breathing. It was so hard, I told them.Without realizing it, my voice had dropped to a whisper. I had to repeat myself more loudly. It was so hard. I didnt want to leave him, but I knew I had to. He taught me so much, but one of the biggest things was that we have to protect others. It was my duty to chasten everyone else, even though I just wanted to stay with him. The undivided time, my heart kept saying, ?Turn around, turn around. Go to him But I knew what I had to do and I also knew part of him was trying to keep me safe. And if the roles had been reversed easily, I would have made him run too.I sighed, move Id revealed so much of my heart. I switched back to business. Even when the other guardians joined him, Dimitri never backed down. He took down more Strigoi than approximately anyone. Christian and I had actually killed the most. He he was amazing.I told them the rest of the story that Id told the Belikovs. Only I actually forced a little degree this time, telling them vividly just how brave and fierce he had been. The words hurt me as I spoke, and yet it was almost a residual to get them out. Id kept the memories of that night too close to me.But eventually, I had to tell them about the cave. And that that was the worst.Wed trapped the escaping Strigoi in a cave. It had two entrances, and we came at them from both sides. Some of our people got trapped, though, and there were more Strig oi than wed expected. We lost people but we would have lost a lot more if Dimitri hadnt been there. He wouldnt leave until everyone was out. He didnt care about the risk to himself. He save knew he had to save othersId seen it in his eyes, that determination. Our plan had finally been to retreat as soon as we were all out, but Id had the feeling he would have stayed and killed every Strigoi he could find. But hed followed orders too, finally beginning his retreat when the others were safe. And in those last moments, just before the Strigoi had bitten him, Dimitri had met my eyes with a look so full of love that it was like that whole cave filled with light.His pattern had said what wed talked about earlier We can be together, Rose. Soon. Were almost there. And nothing will ever keep us apart againI didnt mention that part, though. When I ended the rest of the tale, the faces of those gathered were grim but filled with awe and respect. Near the back of the crowd, I noticed Abe and his guardians auditory modality as well. His expression was unreadable. Hard, but not angry or scary. clear shapes began circulating through the group, and someone handed me one. A dhampir I didnt know, one of the few men present, stood up and raised his cup in the air. He spoke loudly and reverently, and I heard Dimitris name mentioned several times. When he finished, he drank from the cup.Everyone else did too, so I followed suit.And nearly choked to death.It was like fire in liquid form. It took every ounce of strength I had to repossess it and not spray it on those around me. Wh what is this? I asked, coughing.Viktoria grinned. Vodka.I peered at the glass. No, it isnt. Ive had vodka before.Not Russian vodka.Apparently not. I forced the rest of the cup down out of respect to Dimitri, even though I had a feeling that if he were here, hed be shaking his head at me. I thought I was done being in the spotlight later my story, but apparently not. Everyone kept asking me question s. They wanted to know more about Dimitri, more about what his life had been like recently. They also wanted to know about me and Dimitri as a couple. They all seemed to have figured out that Dimitri and I had been in love-and they were okay with it. I was asked about how wed met, how long wed been togetherAnd the whole time, people kept refilling my cup. Determined not to look like an idiot again, I kept drinking until I could finally take the vodka down without coughing or spitting. The more I drank, the louder and more animated my stories became. My limbs started to tingle, and part of me knew this was all probably a bad idea. Okay, all of me knew it.Finally, people began to clear out. I had no idea what time it was, but I think it was the middle of the night. Maybe later. I stood as well, finding it much harder to do than Id expected. The world wobbled, and my stomach wasnt very halcyon with me. Someone caught a hold of my arm and steadied me.Easy, said Sydney. Dont draw it. S lowly, carefully, she led me toward the house.God, I moaned. Do they use that stuff as go up fuel?No one made you keep drinking it.Hey, dont get preachy. Besides, I had to be polite.Sure, she said.We made it inside and then had the impossible assign of getting up the stairs to the room Olena had given me. Each step was agony.They all knew about me and Dimitri, I said, wondering if Id be saying any of this sober. But I never told them we were together.You didnt have to. Its written all over your face.They acted like I was his widow or something.You might as well be. We reached my room, and she helped me sit down on the bed. Not a lot of people get married around here. If youre with someone long enough, they figure its almost the same.I sighed and stared off without any particular focus. I miss him so much.Im sorry, she said.Will it ever get better?The question seemed to catch her by surprise. I I dont know.Have you ever been in love?She shook her head. No.I wasnt sure if that made her lucky or not. I wasnt sure if all the bright days Id had with Dimitri were worth the hurt I felt now. A moment later, I knew the truth. Of course they were.Huh? asked Sydney.I realized Id spoken my thoughts out loud. Nothing. Just talking to myself. I should get some sleep.Do you need anything else? Are you going to be sick?I assessed my queasy stomach. No, but thanks.Okay. And in her typically brusque way, she left, turning off the lights and shutting the door.I would have thought Id pass out right away. Honestly, I wanted to. My heart had been opened up to too much of Dimitri tonight, and I wanted that pain to go away. I wanted blackamoor and oblivion. Instead, maybe because I was a glutton for punishment, my heart decided to finish the job and rip itself completely open.I went to visit Lissa.

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